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When you know...

Hey guys, here goes. Let me start, u know the saying , you dont know what youve got till its gone ? I know alot of you know what it means, or that u know the saying. But have you ever thought about it or applied it somewhere through the course of your life ? Im guessing no, thats because humans overlook the things they have, the things they have in the grasp of their palm, as far as the eye can see, however far as long as you know its there. Have u ever wondered what if.. that something just disappears from your life in a flash.. just one *tick* and its gone ? No signs of warning or notice. One moment you're celebrating, embracing, enjoying glory... the next you're living life with a hole, just a small little, miniscule hole in your heart.. nonetheless a hole... and you know what ?? it hurts.. it hurts real bad... I'm guessing almost all of you have experienced it before somewhere throughout your life whether it be your shoes or even your socks... This is when you know...

Living it....

Why did I say just a miniscule hole ? Because.. there won't be just only one miniscule hole through your life... There'll be many... Im not saying it will not heal or recuperate. You gain.. new things in life... that fill those holes and make it whole... leaving no mark whatsoever... as if there was'nt any hole in the first place... You know you'll never have the chance of embracing it again, maybe mild, but never fully, things that make you happy, people.... anybody.... that make your heart skip not one but two beats... give your cheek muscles strength to lift your lips enough to give a wry smile...but the least a smile, leaving a feeling of genuine happiness, memories that even if you try to forget.... you can't.... - Those are the many things that we miss if ever we feel guilty of not having notice, cherish, acknowledge, embrace, use, love or whatever any of you might want to adress it.... it does'nt matter because its all the same... it all comes down to the same feeling ... does'nt it ? The least... is live life... knowing it is there... to pounce it on your shoulder showing off that affection is sufficient, returning the feeling that you yourself feel... in the end being unselfish...

Aftermath....

The aftermath -You know the person, you meet that person, its normal, then.. after its more.. you love or like.. you cannot explain it.. why ? because its just what it is.. its been quite sometime, your heart sinks. a little. it goes on. you know its someone close. your heart sinks a little bit more. why? you dont know. Life gets so much easier and happier. It gets normal after awhile. cherish is a word of the past. but you know your heart has sunk to that level. - Given time... that someone just dissapears you dont know how or why... its just the way it is... then you feel it... why ? ..................Your
heart has sunk to that level.... not because you're sad....because -you know that particular someone has left a footprint that sinks so low in your heart and its never going to dissapear- .... thats the reason why... its so.... pain....

Don't ever leave something so special to you untouched or mistreated.. or that mark in your heart is just going to go even deeper.
This applies to everyone. When you cry... you know its real... so real......

-You left a footprint so deep in, that my heart beats together with the memories that came with it.


*just don't take too many things for granted.