Since not all of you have facebook.

Since dreams are the current subject.

I had one too. It was random, and at first it wouldn't make any sense. But come to think of it, it may have.

We were getting ready to climb Mt Kinabalu. It was a few days before. All of us were shopping for stuff/ gear. Then we came to the tupperware section. And for some reason we spent quite a long time there. All of us choose different one's.

All in different shapes and sizes.

I grabbed an average sized one when king choose a bigger one. The king was going on about how the tupperware represents our manhood.

Then andrew interrupted and showed us his. It was the smallest one (don't laugh, i'm not done yet.).

We then gave him shit about nothing could fit inside there as it would be quite a long hike. How is he going the accommodate 2 days food or whatever he was gonna put inside that tupperware?

Then he just sighed, looked down and gave all of us a stern "Guys, don't worry. It's always enough." And then he looked at us, and smiled.

That was the exact moment I woke up.
I've been trying to pull out some sense out of it.
This happened 2 weeks ago. I've been thinking ever since.

This is what I got so far :

In the future, in our lives we may come across different people, environments, jobs, experiences etc.
(In all shapes and sizes) It might seem overwhelming at first, fulfilling until we might not be able to accept anyting else. But there's always at least this small reserved space we will have for each other.

That's what I think Andrew was trying to tell me.

Also, there's also another theory that may seem a little selfish, haha.
No matter what we come across, whether it would be Mt Kinabalu, "fruity" girls or maybe another road trip to cyberjaya, we will always accommodate Andrew. There's always space, a spare seat, in the Kia Carnival for him.

In this context, there's always space in that damn tupperware for him. No matter how.. Small it is.
Selfish? You say? Haha.
But do we give a damn?
Do we ever?

We'll always love you, Andrew.
Although you still managed to be a fucker even from beyond the grave.